Sunday, February 15, 2009

Cycle 20 something, I lost count

I woke up to my period this AM. I was all ready to test because I had taken my temp, it was above 98 and I am 15 DPO. And then as I was opening the HPT, I saw that there was no need to, gotta love that.

I used to be so sad when I would start a new cycle. Now I dont even know which cycle I am on. I feel like I have lost all interest in actively TTC. Is it because I know I have the IUI next cycle? Maybe, I dont know. All I know is that this process is exhausting and I am tired of being tired.

Oh well, I just have to get through this next cycle and then I will be onto IUI. I just counted days this morning- if I O around CD 20 this cycle like usual, my IUI would be at the end of March or maybe the beginning of April. Either way, Im excited- thats so soon!

Hope everyone has a great day. I am working, did I ever mention how much I looooovvvvee being an insurance adjuster?

18 comments:

Danse said...

Shannon, I'm really sorry. You're in my thoughts. BTW - working on a Sunday stinks, a lot.

Bekah said...

Shanon ~ I am a lurker but I just wanted to send prayers for a successful IUI cycle. I just had my first but AF arrived for me today as well. And..yes it is b/c of the upcoming IUI that you feel that way. I was the same way the cycle before my IUI. So Exciting!!!

Leannabanna said...

GL this cycle - I hope it is a short one and you can move on to IUI. I will be thinking about you... Thoughts and prayers coming your way!

Amy said...

((HUGS)) Praying for you!!

Kerri said...

Shannon I know what you mean about losing interesting in trying. Its so easy to run through the motions. Good Luck this cycle! maybe you won't need to IUI!!!
xoxo

Carly said...

Shannie my love- I cannot tell you how much every post you make makes me admire you more. You are such an amazing, strong, and full of faith person. I am so sorry you woke up to the slore- but I am so excited for you to take the next step with the IUI. I cannot wait for your BFP announcement, and I know you will have one soon

Shannon said...

Shannon, Im so sorry! I hate that you have to move onto IUI and that your miracle hasn't happened yet, but I know God has something big planned for you, and you will be mother soon. I heart you, and you are always in my thoughts and prayers

Elisa said...

Shan - I'm sorry AF arrived today...you are an amazing woman and I love you so much! I can't wait for your BFP...which WILL happen very soon!

NestEris said...

I'm so sorry Shannon :( With work keeping you so busy your IUI cycle will be here before you know it!

Mrs. Hammer said...

Bummer on AF coming :( At least she could have waited for you to test; apparently she's fiscally concious and didn't want you to waste any.

Once we started IUI's it was actually a relief because it was someone else telling me what to do, where to be and I didn't have to think or worry about my cycle as much. I'll keep you in my prayers for a successful IUI this month!

Mary said...

I'm so sorry hun. Your IUI will be here before you know it and then you'll be announcing your BFP!
Love ya sweets.

Mrs.F said...

I'm so sorry, Shannon. I'm sure you must get used to seeing AF every cycle, but there is no way it could be any easier :(
I'm so excited for you to start IUI!!! Good luck girl :)

jbwife said...

Shannon, I'm sorry about AF. I am praying for your next cycle. I thought about you in church today. The sermon was We Trust, God supplies. I believe this and know He has a special blessing for you!!

Molly said...

AF sucks, but I'm glad you've got something exciting to look forward to.

Mrs. Hammer said...

Hi Shannon - Handel's ice cream. We don't have a Grater's near us (I know, sad) but this is my second favorite and they still have a black raspberry chip, yum.

gringa78 said...

Hey Shan! Sorry about AF. She's a bitch. Thinking of you and can't wait to hear updates on the IUI prep...very exciting!!! ((HUGS))

Alicea (mnbride1013) said...

I really hope the IUI works for you next cycle - I'll be praying hard for you guys!!

A said...

Boo! Darn AF! I'll be sending good thoughts your way for your next cycle!